The “30 Rock” actor had a gun in hand when she started and struck the cameraman and the hospital director fatally Joel Souza. Although he was able to fully relax and end the film with Baldwin’s participation, the actor is still fighting to deal with the tragedy.
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Alec Baldwin is surprised “Why couldn’t I have been?” Shoot after ‘rust’

The “Supercell” actor reflects the tragedy in its new TLC reality series “The Baldwins”, which will premiere on Sunday, February 23. In a clip published before the premiere, he and his wife, he and his wife. Hilaria BaldwinDiscuss the effects that the fatal shootout had on his mental health.
“It was just surreal,” said Alec of his wife in comments that were transcribed by transcribed PeopleMagazine. “I mean, I can’t even believe that we are going through it, and I have more and more pain about you than me because I think so, well, I will try my best to just get through and I think What it has done to you and how much it hurt you and everything. “
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“This past year was just terrible. There were times when I was in bed. I would go: ‘Wow, my children. I can’t get up. ‘It’s not like me. I’m not that at all, I don’t like it in any way. Never, ”he added in a confessional.
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Hilaria Baldwin says that the “rust” pregnant

During the premiere, the former yoga teacher revealed that her husband had to deal with obsessive -compulsive disorders (OCD).
“Anyone who is close to Alec has seen his decline in his mental health,” she said. “PTBS was diagnosed with him, and he says in his darkest moments:“ If an accident had to happen that day, why am I still here? Why didn’t I have it? ‘”
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Alec Baldwin asks: “Why did I wake up?” Every morning

At one point in the result, Alec remembered how he tried to respond to a friend who asked how he was doing but didn’t know how. “You wake up in the morning and you are like: ‘Oh god, why am I woken up?’,” Said Hilaria.
Alec replied: “I said:” I’m happier when I sleep as if I am awake. “3, Eduardo” Edu “Pao Lucas, 4, Romeo Alejandro David, 6, Leonardo Ángel Charles, 8, Rafael Thomas, 9, and Carmen Gabriela, 11.
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Hilaria Baldwin says they just try to make their children happy

“I look at the children and see how much we try to make them happy, even if we mask things for ourselves,” says Hilaria during the premiere. “I know that what we go through our children happy, and that’s what we do. “
“To be honest, from the bottom of my soul I don’t know where I would be if I and these children have done you. I would never have done it. Sometimes I would say: “Why did I have seven children? Why do we have seven children? ‘And it is clear to me that to guide me and her through this situation, ”Alec agreed.
Hilaria Baldwin reveals that the children have a certain awareness of the situation

Although their toddlers may not understand what is going on, Hilaria said that their older children have awareness of the situation, considering that the possibility that the actor faces the prison was injected over headlines. Unfortunately, she continued that the younger children “do not know” life without the “rust” drama, since the shootout took place in October 2021 and the trial was not released by prejudice until July 2024.
“They had some really unfortunate knowledge about things that are going on,” said Hilaria. “Life will be different forever. Halyna lost her life in the most unthinkable tragedy, a son lost his mother. We will feel and wear this pain forever. This will be part of our family history. “
“The Baldwin’s” premiere on Sunday, February 23 at 10 p.m. ET on TLC.